I regret killing that women, I don’t know why I did it but I did so now I must pay the price, I have been sentenced to death a day before Christmas. I don’t want to go to hell, but if I do I guess it’s a price I’m willing to pay. Every day I go and ask god to forgive me, but does he here me, I ask him to look over my sins and protect me, but he does not reply. The day of my death has arrived and now I must pay for what I have done. Before they had flipped the switch I had heard something talk to me John do not be afraid, I have always looked over your sins and I have always forgiven you, every day that u went into the chapel and prayed I heard you and replied, you just didn’t hear me. Now it is time for me to go, but no need to worry for I did listen. After he left they flipped the switch. Am I dead did it finally happen. I looked down at my feet and could not see anything but I was still alive. They tried to do it two more times but I was still alive. They had finally took it to the judge and sentenced me to a life in prison. I was blind from that day forward. I tried to figure out why god kept me alive and just blinded me for life. I went to the chapel and asked god why, and this time I listened, I kept you alive because you were honest and loyal to me, I blinded you because I am your eyes now there is no need to fear the things or people you see. After that day I had changed, I still go to the chapel and pray but this time I bring others to pray for forgiveness as well I had finally realized that anything is possible even if you have committed a sin.