My life has been full of betrayals. strangers, friends, best friends, and even my closest family. All due to their right of mind, self justice. I've even betrayed myself.
suicide, robbing a bank, joining a gang, or killing someone seems pointless in my mind. Even with all the sharpnel in my heart, everyone will always consider themselves first. I try being an opptimist by telling myself someone probably has it worse, but hey, my life is screwed up more than anyone I know.
I mean, my brother thinks I should take my mother to court because she illegally and secretly stole money from my college fund. All of it gone. The ironic thing is that she's a dispatcher for the police. It's been five years and I still haven't made a decision cuz' I'm hoping for her to treat me like an adult. But NOOO...! No respect. While I wallow in torment, all she can say is that she has a headache for her defense.
...And this is just water under the bridge in my life. Sheesh... How much out of life must I learn.
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