You ever get those days where you have no idea what your feeling? Then the ones where you have so many emotions in you, you feel like your going to burst. Well I get those days. Some, where I have no idea what's going on in my life and I feel like a complete failure like Im wasting my days away.

Other days, I feel like Im going to explode from the overload of emotions. You just cant get them out all at once. Lost, Happy, Sad, Angry, Frustrated, Calm, Hate, there aren't enough words to describe it....

I'll tell you one thing, I hate when people try and control your life. They just want you to grow up right now, and expect you to know what you want. Most adults haven't even figured out what they want when they've reached that age...and there they are telling you that you got to know what you want in the future. Not everyone is an android. Everyone is different. You cant expect to stick us all in one room and be exactly the same. You cant dictate to us, saying that one will be better than the other.

Some days, I just feel so walked on, stepped on, used, abused, angry, pissed off, weak, pathetic...But life will move on...and whether I choose to waste my time on little people like that is entirely up to me...I will choose to be better than what everyone thinks I am worth. Noone is ordinary. Every single living soul on this planet is different. You will never find an ordinary person. YOU, ME, THEM...We're all different..People are born with gifts that others dont have. But we are all born with the natural traits of a human being, selfishness, the instinct to survive only for oneself. Kindness, we must mold with our own hands. There is no bad or good people. There is just people. Everyone has a dark side, depending on what road we take is entirely up to us.