YAOI WARNING!!!!!!! SEX WARNING AS WELL!!!

someone knocked on my bedroom door. "pup, u there?"erus voice asked from the other side.

"naw im in the bathroom," i said putting the book i was reading beside me and sitting up.

eru opened the door walked over to my bed and sat next to me, with the book in between.i couldent meet his eyes, no matter how many times i tryed.

"what do you wanna do today?" i asked looking at the floor.

"i dont care as long as your there" eru said and i could tell he was looking right at me.

i looked at him not really knowing what to say. after a minute i find the words i wanted to say. "do you really mean that?"i asked nervicely.

he scooted closer to me, moveing the book. "of cause i did." he said running his fingers through my hair. "if i dident would i be here? i would do what all the other wolffangs do and just let you suffer alone."

i was speechless. i mean what could i say? i huged him tight not knowing what else to do.he huged me back and wispered into my ear "i love you." i looked up at him and saw something in his eyes, something i had never seen before. was that love? i wanted to beleive his words and his eyes but it was hard. i had feeling for him but i dident really know how deep they were.

i felt tear in my eyes how could he love someone like me?i asked myself in my head. a tear ran down my check.

"hey whats wrong?" eru asked lifting my head with his first and second fingers. "why the tears?"

"how could you love me?" i said as more tears fell "i mean im such a cluz and a child and..." he put a finger in front of my lips to hush me.

"dont be like that" he said moving his finger. "i love you for who you are. your cute, adoreable at times, you've been my best friend for most of my life and ive loved you since i first changed so dont even try any of that."

i could feel the tears in my eyes drying with every word he said. "but why?" i asked looking up at him, i dident even rilize my gaze had moved. "how can you say those things? im not cute, not in the least..."

he put his finger in front of my mouth again. "no let me change that. your not cute, your beautiful." he said with his finger still in front of my mouth.

after a minute he moved his finger. i was to shocked by all that he had said to say anything. he leaned close to me.

 "do you not have anything else to say?" he asked playfully before kissing me. this time i was prapared and kissed him back.he pushed me back onto the bed and i remember thinking 'what the hell did i get myself into?' as soon as  i thought this though, as if he was reading my thoughts, he stopped kissing me and said "lets save that for tonight."