my eyes are filled with such hate. i feel such a burning so deep down into my heart that no words can describe what i am feeling most of the time. i look at things in a different way than most people look at. the feeling that one has some times is so strong that no words can express what they are feeling. the skin feels like it's on fire burning then freezing all at once. from the very tips of your hair down to the tips of your toes you feel like that your burning up all over the in side of ones body. your schoulders tighten up to such a level that you thought could never be reched ever before. your breathing deepens so hard you think your going to pass out. your legs feel like they can lift any thing in the world even the world it self with out even breakeing a single sweat. one looks all around behind, front, left and then right. i see that ones eyes are fixed on something that can not be described with any words. but by seeing it that i see with the eyes. your eyes close slightly on there own like they are getting ready to attack at any second. just the slighest sound will set you off. when every thing is set and done you look around your self at all the damage that you coused. that ones hate hurts every one that you love. your heart feels like it's sinking all the way down to hell. if it could go lower then it would go lower. the pain deepens very deeply in the middle of your heart. going out ward to every fiber of your body. you feel so weak and helpless. unable to take back what you just done.