Hello!! I was dragged out of my thoughts by Darren waveing his hand in my face I snap out of the trance like state I was in oh sorry Darren I think i'm still a little sleepy I noticed he said and pointed down I looked down to see my dresses skirt lifted up just enough that anyone walking by could see my black laced panties. I felt my face turn hot and I knew if I looked in the mirror at the moment I would be red from embrassment I sat up as fast as I could and pulled down my dress as fast as I could. All of the fuzzyness completly gone as if seeing what Darren was staring at had dosed my in ice cold water over my head. I was so embrassed I couldn't even look him in the face I stood up and quietly went back up the stairs slipped again and almost fell but I was determined to make it to my room when I finlly make it up the stairs. I head straight towards my door not even noting that Darren was following me I opened my door and closed it right in his face he asks through the door are you mad at me. I didn't answer I  was already heading towards the balcony I opened the glass door to my freedom I needed to cool off and sometime alone wouldn't do to bad my nightmare from last night was a still to strong to handle around people. I guess i'll sneak into the gradens out back were I have had gradener come to water and keep the graden in perfect order after my parents died he only comes on fridays and wednesdays and mondays. On one of the really old trees is a swing were once when I was littler then 4 my parents were peacefully happy in their marrage to each other they would take me there on picnics and they would take turns swinging with me and pushing me it's my favrite place to go and think. It's peaceful and quite it's also romantic but I have no need of romance even though when I was little I was loved by my parents I no longer know what love is and I keep people at a distance that way you can't hurt them and they can't hurt you. I walk out the balcony door and climb down some vains on the side of the house once on the ground I run around to the back and open the gate to the gradens the gradens is achley a maze but since I  have been living here all my life I know the way around it. As I round a conner and into a clearing full of flowers I head towards the tree in the middle of the clearing surounded by all different types of flowers the smell of them all comforting and claming.  I sit down in the swing and start swing back in forth as I think about what I should do about Darren should I ignore him the reat of the time he's here. Or should I let him get through my barriers I have fromed over my heart and let him into my mind should I take the chance of getting hurt again like when my parents. I think i'll think on that idea I get off the swing and lay down in the field of flowers and close my eyes as the sun warms my skin I fall into a deep sleep undistrubed my dreams.

         Back at the mansion Darren knocks on the door again hey Lucia come on talk to me can you at least open the door when he hears nothing he highthens his hearing and dosen;t hear a heart beat either oh poop he says. He thinks of all the treble things that cloud of happen as he brusts through her door and looks around shes not here and walks over to the blacony. He uses one of his vampire powers to trace her steps and finds that she climbed down the vines on the side of the house and started to girn why dose this remind me of repunzel and to himself he replies cause your a day dreaming idiot that dosen't know how to win a girls heart. He thinks to him self something must have happen cause she seems to show emotion but she keeps herself at a distanse. It's as if she has barriers around her heart made of ice or stone but I will find away through those barriers and find out her secrets she will be mine woe that was a really possesive thought. Well i'm not going to go look for her she probabley needs time to think and space I can give here that much but only for a few hours. He heads out of her room and back toward his he enters his room and lays down on the bed and stares at the ceiling the only thing to do now is wait talking to himself he thought I am going insane. Then he closes his eyes and falls asleep what he dreams of is a feild of flowers where a little girl and her mom is swing and the father is pushing them then the mom and the dad switch places the little girl is laughing just genuine laughter of haveing fun the girl looked so fimilyer.

          I open my eyes and know that I have come to a decieion I will try to let Darren into my heart but i'm not very good at this I get up and start running back towards the mansion. Once i'm out of the graden I climb back up the vines and onto the balcony note to self going down vines is easyer then going up them once i'm back in my room I lay down on my bed for a few minutes and stare at the ceiling then I turn and look out my bed room window to see the sun had almost finished setting how long was I asleep out there. Then I start as the door brusts open and Darren stares at me intently and walks striaght towards me I smile at him his face show surprise and he hestaces a little but then he keeps coming. When he reaches me he pulls me into his arma and hugs me tight he whispers in my ear never leave like that again without telling me I pull back to look into his eyes to see he had achley worried about me.