i stared at the bodies on the floor.and asked myself´´why?´´why is this happenig?i wanted to scream.but i was numb.i could feel my eyes opening.terror rising through me like adreline.´´who did this?WHO?why?why me?WHY MY FAMILY?´´

i could feel something stuck in my throught.and coughed.´´vomit.´´i managed to to say.

i finally found my voice.´´HELP!´´i screamed with all my might.the killer could still be in the house.

i stared at the sealing of shands hospital in jacksonville. the green of  the alarm clock  caught my eye 5:35 A.M.no suprize.who clould sleep tied to a bed?i had been tied to this bed for a week already ever sense the hospital cameras caught me trying to commit suicide i wasnt  allowed to sleep alone or  with free hands.i sigh escaped my lips and the darned guard lady stirred in seat next to my bed.t´´three more ours till i am free.´´i murmured.

i started to remember when life was so easy.when mom would smile,when dad would whine about the music 2 loud,when roxana would brake my stuff,when daniel would leave and not come home for weeks and then get hit with a broom when he did come back...but now...they´re all gone.mom om,dad,roxana,they....the only one left is me and daniel...but daniel cant take care of me.he can hardly take care of himself...nd to think they all died because of me...i had t be late...i could have saved them...

a sob escaped my mouth.the guard woke to the sound of my cry.she stared at my tear streaked face an sighed.

´´diana.´´she  murmured.´´do you need anything?´´

´´bath if you would be so kind.´´i didnt need to use it.but anything to get up.

she undid my ropes on the sheet that held me down.and helped me to my feet.she stared at me with those tiny squinty asian eyes of hers,she looked down.for the look i gave her obviously  showed all the hate i felt .not just toward her but toward the whole world.i hate her,i hate god,i hate everything ,everybody that sorrunds me.