I'm Joann, I'm a 23 years old girl. I had been dating Jake for 5 years now. Jake is older than me by only a year. We have been together since high school and we are really in love. We even goes to the same college together. Then one day we talked about our future together. We decided to get marry after we are out of college and had a career. But a few months passes that, Jake started to change. His feelings towards me changed as if he never really loved me like before. Then one day after my class I followed him to his next class. There was a girl! when Jake opened the door she rush to him and gave him a hug and a kiss on the mouth. My mind went blank and I ran back to my room. I started to cry and thought that it was only a mistake and that the girl kissed the wrong guy. I began to lie to myself each day i saw him. but the more i saw him with that girl, more pain i feels. I can't bring myself to stand there and just never say anything. It's just too much. So one day i called him on my cell phone and asked if he can come out to talk. he did and I began to talk about our relationship. I said that I want to leave him and that i don't want to see him again. And i walked out on him. He ran after me and took my hands and asked me why? I looked at him and said you know why. that's because you dated that girl and kept me in the dark that's why. I started to cry. Jake frozed and said how did you know about us?... I..I was going to break up with her, because inside my heart i only loves you, only you Joann!!! I slapped him and said stop lying to me and to yourself. You had been going out with her for 3 months now and in those 3 month I had been lying to myself and thought that it's a mistake, but the more i see you with her the more pains i feel and the more lonely i get.I'm getting sick of all your lies. I never wants to see you again!!! I ran and ran. The pains was soon gone and yet tears started to pour out from my eyes. I sat down by the river near my house and watched the sunset. i start to feel less pains from my heart and the more happy i got from letting jake go. I feels as free as a bird flying in the sky. my phone start to rings and i looked over at it to see who it was. it was Jake, he keep on calling me that i had to turn my cellphone off. While laying on the grass, i started to think about jake. I was wondering why I fallen in love with him and why he went out with that girl and still act as if nothing happened with me.The more i thinks about it the more sleepy i got. And before i knew it, i fell asleep on the cold green grass. The next morning, I woke up and found myself in my bedroom! I was so confused, because i knew that when i fell asleep I was at the river. When I opened my bedroom door, my mom came in with the breakfast. "awake already?" my mom asked and she put my breakfast down on my desk. "yea, by the way who took me to my room last night?" i asked her and sat down. she looked at me like i was crazy or something. " You didn't know? it was Jackson." my mom aswered back. "Jackson? who's that?" I said. My mom started to laugh out loud. "haha, you really forgot haven't you. He's the son of my best friend. He saw you laying there and asked me who that girl. So i say that you were my daugther and he tooked you up to your room." she said. "umm..is he still here?" I asked her and took my bite. she walked to the door step and said," No, they left this morning." and she walked down stairs.