I don't know if coming to a website to relieve this pain was a good idea. But I doing this anyways.
I am breaking down right now, because life crushing me with its cruel misery.
I feel like shit.
I don't wanna be like this.
My family is moving from our home to another country. I have no choice. I have to go with them. I am leaving everything I've ever known. My first boyfriend just broke up with me because of this.
I loved him so much... Now its all over and I feel like he just threw everything away. He's not returning my calls...
Now I feel just like before.
Lonely, desolate, abandoned.
I don't know what to do... I just want to disappear.
Why is it always like this? Why can't I ever have happiness? What did I do to deserve this?
I don't want to cry anymore... Why can't I be happy?
Why?



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try to think of the brigth side cuz it's not the end of the world. you can meet alot of new people when you move. and just cuz he was your first love doesn't mean he'll be your only love. you might find someone better when you move. and i'll always be here if you want to talk.
JAZZYJAZZ1213
2008-08-05 15:21:14
Hang in there; You'll be okay. 8(
PNEUMACIA
2008-07-10 14:27:19
er... wud yu rather abandon ur family for a guy, hu in return for ur devotion, givs a superficial lov to yu?
BLUESORROW
2008-07-08 19:28:02