Three weeks. It had been three whole weeks since the Tyler Crowley
Incident. I would’ve thought that he’d be over it by now. I would’ve
thought that maybe he didn’t hate me anymore. I could’ve sworn I would
be right.
I wasn’t.
He was still ignoring me, as if I’d never existed. I wanted to shake
him, throttle him, talk to him, and ask him what he was hiding from me.
Every day, I would decide that today would be the day I would stop
pretending he wasn’t beside me for a whole hour. Every day, I would
walk into Biology and see his rigid back and perfect posture. I would
feel the courage drain from me until I was but a mouse, and every day I
would predictably sink into my chair and ignore him.
Or rather, I tried to. I tried to sit quietly and pretend there wasn’t
a bizarre, handsome, mysterious man sitting next to me. I tried to act
as though I didn’t care, and at the same time I shied away, trying not
to disturb the very air he breathed.
If he breathed at all.
Sometimes I wasn’t so sure. He sat away from me, as always, and he was
perfectly still. Like stone, as if I reeked or smelled of something
terrible. And I’d always shy away into the corner and try and pretend
he wasn’t there. Once in a while he would move next to me, and my heart
would skip a beat. Otherwise, I was careful not to give any sign of
awareness. It was a good thing he couldn’t hear my pulse.
Today was no different. Mike followed me into Biology. I really wasn’t
paying attention to what he was saying — I rarely did. I took one look
at Cullen’s perfect posture and my courage to throttle him slipped
away. Again. Meekly, I took my seat beside him, turning casually away
so I wouldn’t accidentally end up staring at him. Again.
Then, Mike deviated from my routine. He was supposed to go and sit
down, and Mr. Banner was supposed to begin the lecture, and I was
supposed to take notes and pretend that Edward Cullen didn’t exist.
But Mike didn’t sit down. He leaned up casually against our — my; no one was sitting next to me, remember? — desk.
“I was wondering what you were doing Friday evening,” he asked
nonchalantly. Suddenly, my Mike-senses were tingling. I became
consciously aware as Edward tensed next to me and I studied Mike coolly
for a moment. I tried to think of what he was getting at before he said
it.
“Uh, I don’t know, probably something with Charlie, why?” I responded
carefully, watching his face. Edward’s tensed fist on the table seemed
to tense even more. Mike looked perpetually confused.
“Don’t you know? Everyone’s been talking about it, Bella. Friday is Valentine’s Day!”
I think my heart stopped. Did Edward just make a quiet choking sound next to me?
“V-Valentine’s Day? The one with all the hearts and candy?” I didn’t feel well. Mike didn’t notice.
“I didn’t realize there was any other. So what do you think? Would you
like to go see a movie with me? Dinner and a movie? My treat, of
course.”
Quick! Think fast!
“Uh, That’s really kind of you to ask me, Mike, but I’d have to check
with Charlie first, you know. Make sure it’s okay that I go out. I’ll
let you know tomorrow, okay?” I plastered on a smile and tried to look
convincing. Really, I was just trying not to vomit. I prayed I could
make plans with Charlie and use them as an excuse.
Mike’s face fell a little, but he nodded, still looking hopeful.
“Okay, well, let me know, okay?” Mr. Banner had moved to the front of
the room, and Mike unwillingly relinquished his place in front of my
desk.
As soon as it was safe to do so, I smacked my forehead against the desk
and just stayed like that, my hair pooling around my face.
“Must be something in the water,” I mumbled. The boys had never acted
like this in Phoenix. I could’ve sworn I heard a ghostly chuckle at my
side, but when my eyes snapped up to glare at Cullen, he was looking at
Mr. Banner studiously. I glared at the side of his face. Stupid Cullen.
Stupid Volvo-
“Bella?” Shoot. I glanced quickly at Mr. Banner, and I realized he was
waiting for the answer to a question. I hadn’t even heard the question.
Stupid Cullen! Stupid shiny-
“RNA,” Edward murmured under his breath. Without taking the time to
gawk at the first words he’d spoken to me in a month, I answered Mr.
Banner.
“Ribonucleic Acid?”
“Very good, Bella! I guess you were paying attention after all. My
apologies,” Mr. Banner said before getting back to the lecture.
“Thank you,” I murmured softly without looking to him again. He said
nothing more the rest of the day, nor gave any other indication of his
awareness of my existence. Stupid Cullen.
As if I had thought that sixth hour biology was bad, the entire day had
just gone downhill from there. Under normal circumstances, I would’ve
thought that Cullen speaking to me, even if it were just two words,
would be cause for celebration. It wasn’t. He’d ignored me the rest of
the day. And he’d probably ignore me tomorrow. And the next day. That
was fine.
Gym had been terrible, as usual. Who ever decided that tetherball was a
good idea for a gym sport was insane. I had tried to hit the ball,
honest. After my fourth miss — and my fourth smack to the face - and
the ensuing bloody nose, Coach Clapp dismissed me from class. I’d gone
to the nurse, and she’d given me some gauze to put against it. She had
dismissed me early from school that day. As I headed for my truck, I’d
noticed that the Volvo was gone. Strange. Then again, so was he.
I tossed my backpack onto my bed. Not a whole lot of homework to do
tonight, but the most pressing thing to get done was find something to
do with Charlie on Valentine’s Day. Anything. Ice fishing, even.
Until he got home, however, I had to find something productive to do.
Homework was easy. Memorize some trig formulae and do the homework from
the end of the section in the Biology book.
It took very little time, and I opted to begin a paper for English that
wasn’t due for several more weeks, just so I could have something to
work on.
After I managed to wrestle and beat an hour to death, I saved my
half-finished paper on my computer and shut it off before heading
downstairs to start putting together some hamburger patties for dinner.
I heard the door open and Charlie’s footsteps as he walked inside, then
the shuffle of clothing as he took off his gun holster and hung it up
on the peg by the door.
“Smells good, Bells. What’s cooking? Oh, burgers. Should I go light the
grill up outside?” Charlie peeked into the kitchen, eyeing the patties
I was patting together.
“Sure, Dad,” I called over my shoulder. I heard the front door open
again, and within five minutes I could smell burning charcoal. I set
the patties on a plate and carried them outside, armed with a metal
spatula. Within twenty minutes, we were sitting down to eat, dressing
the burgers. I decided to broach the dangerous subject.
“So, uh, Dad, what are you doing Friday?”
Charlie glanced up, holding the sliver of onion over the juicy burger,
giving me a curious look. Without answering right away, he glanced down
to the food and finished arranged the onion, and then set the bun
neatly on top before answering.
“Er, I have work, Bells. What’s up?”
Oh. Right. Weekday. Think fast.
“Nothing, I was just wondering,” I said. Charlie watched me for a
moment before bringing his burger up to his mouth and taking a bite. He
wasn’t convinced, but Charlie wasn’t one to push the issue.
I still needed a reason. I finished dressing my burger and started to
eat, contemplatively. I could call Angela. She would totally bail me
out. She would agree to make plans with me, and pretend we’d had them
the whole time.
After finishing dinner, I washed the dishes and put them away before
picking up the phone. I dialed Angela and waited impatiently for her to
answer.
“Weber residence,” a voice on the other line said. I didn’t recognize it as Angela’s, so I assumed it was her mother’s.
“Hi, I’m Bella Swan, a friend of Angela’s. Is she available?” I inquired politely.
“One moment,” the voice answered. Within a few seconds, I heard the receiver pick up.
“Hello?”
“Angela? It’s Bella.”
“Hey Bella, what’s going on?”
I took a deep breath. Fingers crossed.
“What are you doing Friday?”
I held my breath, waiting for the answer.
“Nothing, why?”
I sighed with relief.
“Would you like to have a girls’ night? Slumber party at my house?”
I bit my lip. Please, Angela, please. Help me out.
“Sure, Bella. That sounds like fun!”
Praise the stars. Angela was a saint.
“Great! Thanks so much, I think this will be fun. Although, I have to
be honest about this… don’t get me wrong, I would love to spend Friday
with you, but this time it’s particularly important…”
Angela had been completely understanding after I’d explained the Mike
situation. She had actually started to guess what the story was before
I finished it. She was wonderful.
I parked my truck in the parking lot and dropped out of the cab,
careful not to slip on the ice as I landed. I shouldered my backpack,
and made my way toward the school.
I saw Mike waiting outside the school, anxious as ever. Armed with an
excuse, I headed for the doors. He peeled off the wall and quickly
joined me at my side. I took a deep breath. Stay calm, and I could pull
this off. I wasn’t really lying.
“So so? Can you go? Or do you and your dad have plans?” Mike was far too eager.
“Well, no…” I started casually. “But I got to talking to my dad and he
reminded me that I had plans with Angela. We’d planned a girls’ night
at my place that night. You’re welcome to come… dress up, make-overs,
pedicures…” Mike blanched.
“Eh, I’ll pass. Maybe we can do the movie thing another time?” I smiled
and gave a weak half-nod, hoping he would accept it and not push the
issue later. He held the door open for me, I smiled again and ducked
inside out of the cold. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the flash of
a silver car pulling into the parking lot.
Curse the man, why did my heart flutter so? Mike walked me to my first
class, and then grudgingly left me. I settled in, and the day commenced.
First, Second, Third, Fourth, Fifth and Lunch flew by, like they always
did. During lunch, I always had the knot in my stomach. I tried not to
look at their table. I really did.
Angela patted my hand under the table. I looked over at her and gave
her my first grateful smile all day. We finished lunch quietly; I
dumped my barely-touched food and made my way to Biology. Mike didn’t
accompany me.
I settled into my seat, careful not to look at Cullen. He sat tensely
beside me, but I swear he had a hint of a smile on his face. He said
nothing to me, unsurprisingly, the whole hour. Typical.
After a terrible ordeal in gym class, I hiked out to my truck, trying
not to slip on the ice, get rundown, or do something equally dangerous
and painful accidentally. I made it to the cab, and I shoved my key
into the door. Yanking it open, I climbed in and set my backpack on the
floor.
As I placed my hand on the bench seat next to me to help slide in, I felt it. Something sharp.
Quickly, I lifted my hand from where it was on my seat, and I glanced
down. There, next to where I sat on the bench seat was a single,
perfect, red rose. My fingers had caught one of the thorns.
Who had put it in my truck? The doors had been locked. I’d locked them
when I’d gotten out this morning, and unlocked them just now. Whoever
put this in my truck… either got the windows down — and then back up
completely, unlocked the door and then relocked it, or found some other
way inside my truck. Who? How? And most importantly, why?
I lifted the rose up carefully, placing my thumb and index finger where
there were no thorns. It was absolutely perfect. I could find no flaws
in it. The stem was the most perfect shade of green, the leaves were
unmarred, and the petals were the deepest red. The color of blood. And
they felt like the softest velvet. Like Edward’s voice, I thought.
Stupid. Why did everything have to remind me of him? It was ridiculous.
Someone like him would never be interested in me. Never. Right?
I set the rose delicately across the dashboard. I would find a vase for
it when I got home. I cranked the truck and put it into reverse before
driving home slowly in the cold, deep in thought.
Part 1
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