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Tell me why i feel like dieing. Tell me why i feel today is my last day to walk this earth as one of the living. I had a dream last night that i died of a cancer that i've had for 2yrs. And that i only had a week to live.....and as i was telling my friends i collapsed. I went into the emergency room and when i was finally stable my friends entered the room and told me that the doctor said that this was my last night. All i could say to my crying friends was dont cry.....plz dont cry. That was just a dream........and dreams are dreams right? But why......after i've been awake for hours am i feeling like im going to die today? I've been thinking about death all day.......some from cancer.......some from a car accident......and some suicidal. I feel no emotions......im not scared.....happy.....sad....mad....nothing. Im just blank. I try thinking happy thoughts but i just cant get my mind off of death. This is unsual for me cause usally im happy and death is the last thing i think about.

 

P.S. I dont really have cancer it was my dream just in case i have to clear that up.


Plz dont judge me i just want comments on wat u feel i should do cuz i dont think my family can help.......they'll just tell me its nothing only because im a misunderstood child.

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it might of been a release dream.a release dream is a dream that u have that is a 'worst case senario'.And , u might have had these thoughts about killing urself cuz this dream confused u and since ur family didn't help it propably didn't help.I actully study phcyology or wat ev u call it(i cant spell) so this is a serious thought i have many books and if u need further advice u can ask and i will answer asap!

2008-11-30 15:42:42


sis you never told me abou this poem. you made me cry, even if you did have the curse of the body or whatever, we'll spend it on whatever you want. ok, darn you making me cry, damn. bbboooooooooooooooooooo oooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooo. dnt ever think that way again. you hear me, never. dnt listen to your dreams, there crazy anyway.

2008-10-03 21:41:17


i love the dreams i have

2008-09-12 13:34:44


welli got 2 things to say 1. ur family needs to listen 2 u 2. don't listen 2 ur dreams they suck (not to say u suck or dreaming is 4 suckers) i'm just saying that dream will torcher u don't beleve them one other thing why do we dream when we r asleep mayb we r seeing wats going on

2008-09-06 17:12:11


that is really neat ^^

2008-07-25 15:50:42


awesum.

2008-07-20 09:59:11


join the club DEATH ROCKS!!! (not real club)im guessing a personal disaster thats what happened to me to get hooked on death

2008-07-07 06:24:05


maybe u feel this way because something tragic hs happened or maybe youve got something on your mind thats making u feel this way or maybe it was just a nightmare and the constant thougt of that dream is making u feel this way or maybe u saw sumthin that frightened u.....try doing things that make u happy be around people who make u happy and are happy or forget about what made u feel this way.....just dont kill urself because u wouldnt be here anymore and then i would be sad =(. cheer up and try to keep smilin :)

2008-06-27 19:22:06


wow i feel really bad 4 but u shouldn`t kill urself cause think of the people that care about u and how they would miss u really

2008-06-26 09:26:09


u guys......i wasnt trying to make it sound good or anything.....i was asking for answers for why im feeling this way..........i wanted to kill myself yesterday and im not usually like that! i was totally creeped cuz after i wrote this i started feeling really sick like i was about to just puke up my organs(i know...tmi) and if i wasnt gonna die by illness or other natural causes i would committ suicide. i guess wat im trying to say is i was actually ready to die and thats why i felt as though yesterday i was going to. if u guys still havent figured it out yet.......this isnt fake!

2008-06-23 11:02:22


cool

2008-06-23 08:37:25


i think if your trying to get the point across that she doesnt feel anything towards these dreams that you should put more descriptive words, cuz i just slightly feel this was rushed. i mean its a really good start just push it alittle more to make it more powerful.. :] otherwise i really think it was good

2008-06-23 07:53:05


wow that has happened to me before but i wasent sad and u shouldent be too, i dont like it when ur sad

2008-06-23 07:19:25


sad...........

2008-06-23 00:00:11


dreams tell sumthing about the future. death means that sumthing really bad is gonna happen,however if it's about ur own death then sumthing horrible is gonna happen and tears in a dream is a sign of sorrow

2008-06-22 21:55:08


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