Bet you didn't think I was going to write a second one!  Woot! So, yeah, Sam from the last entry, is coming, the whole way across the province to see me. What the frig. I am like, exploding with happiness, but now he's talking to me about feelings, and I think he has a hard core crush on me (not like I don't have one on him, but crushes end in fail).

So I am at an impass because, you see, there is this other guy....teehee. Now, This guy is my best guy friend for life, even if I never see him *mutters angrily*. But we kind of confessed to eachother months and months ago, and we both still feel the same, but we are pretty much to lame to be a couple. i know how retarded that sounds, but that is how it is. We just don't want to come out and be together I guess. I mean, I would be serious about him, because I have liked him for two years straight. Doing pretty good, I know. But I want to experience a little more of guys I like normally, not like....love? (is confussed, love???)

I am too afraid of fuly commiting to one guy for one awesome reason. So listen up, cause it kicks butt. What if I find a great guy, marry him, start a life and all that jazz, and then on day I bump into the guy I was meant to marry. It's like, oopsies, already married. I don't believe in cheating, and I don't believe in divorce, so I would basically be screwed in that situation. So I want to make sure that I don't like any one as much by datign them all!! Mua ahahah! I joke. I don't know what to do really, cause I don't want to date like a billion guys, thank you very much.

But on the brighter side! I'm graduating next year so...more guys..huh...shit!