Useless
I feel so useless. all of my friends all around me need me. but all i can do is go crying over to my cello, and play furiously untill my arms are about to drop off. i want to help, i really do. i mean, i've been helping everyone since who knows when. i'm considered the family "therapist" even though i'm only 14. whenever anyone in my family has a problem, they come to me and load all of their junk on me. and at school, every one tells me there sectrets cuz i'm the only one that can keep them. plus i'm one of my best friend's "conciance" and she has A LOT of problems. but i think i just hit an over load because ppl are coming to me, asking me for help, and i can't do anything!! it's not that i don't want to, it's just that my mind can't take it anymore. *sigh* i wish i had someone i could go to and they would treat me like i treat them. but i havn't met a single person like that yet. so, i drop all of my worries onto my cello. my poor old cello.it's all just way too overwhelming for me. i need a break. a vacation. something like that.
yeah, whatever. it's not something really meant for ppl to look at and respond to, i just had to write it out.
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