Poem # 29 I Am Not Who I Was
I wish I could show you the amazing me right now
I wish I could prove to you the way I am now
and reveal who I have become so recently
I was thinking of how to bring it to you
out of the blue, or through the news
but still I know the only way is through what I do
so I'll show you what I've done and what I'll do
to prove to you that this me is not the same
but the changed and repentant me
I'll break through that fine line of love and hate
regain your trust in time
I'll burn the pages of history of my past
I hope you can help me to bring out
the new life that I have become
I love you so much, and I wish you'd love me back
but every time you see me, you see the wrong me
you see the me that died long ago
I keep trying to tell you that what you see is a lie
that what you have known is not here anymore
that I have finally become the man that you love
but my words only reach the surface of your sympathy
only enough to scratch the edge of your conscience
and frighten you ever more
but still ever more, I will have you hear me out
I will follow you to the ends of the world
fall whenever you fall and hurt as you do
to feel as you do and to understand what has become
of the heart that once held mine so dear
the heart that once loved and was loved
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