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Alone Again

Here i am once again alone in my room wondering what i have done wrong.
Some tears fill my eyes, but i wipe them away.
What good will they do anyway?
I thought he loved me.
I loved him.
All I can think about is what the hell did I do?
I think to myself that its not my fault and that maybe hes just to busy to be with me.
Then I think that its all my fault.
That i scarred him away.
Or maybe i just didn't come close  to what he needed or was looking for.
I haven't heard from him for 2 weeks now.
Since my birthday.
The thoughts in my head are like a broken record.
I just keep thinking them over and over again.
I can't tell anyone because if they see my with even one tear drop they will say I am being too emotional.
Every time I close my eyes I see him.
Its just so hard to fall asleep at night.
I wonder if it was me who ruined it.....
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Tags: love,  sucks  Added 2007-07-14 22:26:51
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"your just being an emotional teenager" is what my mom says to me every time i cry. but i know now that is not true. nothing is wrong with YOU. you could either block yourself away from the world or decide that it was his fault for being such an ungreatful sun of a %&$@!. the choice i going to be extremly ####### both sides, but thats the way it is. take your time. im still working on that choice for myself so dont expect it to be a quick one. thorn

THORNWASHERE


2007-07-28 16:36:15


i can completly relate.

KUAMEI


2007-07-14 22:53:27


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