Alone
In the world as i know it I am alone and i dont like it.....I beg for peace and prosperity to reach out to me but it doesnt......it jut laughs and says i will touch ur life bcz u r wortthless to me and dnt deserve wat i give to those who r worthy......i tell it Iam worthy and plz give me a chance but it does not recepicate and only dissapears and I am once again alone with hopes and dreams of a futre where my life will be filled with peace and prosperity....ppl tell me that i should learn to live with the way things are now but i cant im so alone tat my heart seses to beat....my brain seses to connect with my emmotions of happyness and only connects with sad and tormant....ppl tell me they love me but they dont know the real me.....they want to get in they say they want to be the light unwhich i llong for but they dont act lik it...sure when I express how i feel they act and say as if they do other ive loved only a few in my life not even my family love me....I am a castaway in my own family im ignored and jst thought of as a loser and I cant take it nemore is their ne1 to take the lonlyness away.....In this world as i know it I am alone and i dont like it.....
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i am alone always
MICKY214
2008-04-28 16:23:08
i feel alone when im around the wrong people. actually, im jsut alone.
DEVILLADYBLACK
2008-04-12 09:12:41
We r al alone like u say. I feel alone in the world when i am in a crowded place cos i hav no1.
BRONZI
2008-04-10 03:21:26
I know what you mean... i mean although it may be of different situation... it's as if i were a ghost, and no one could see me... i too thought i had no hope at all, and i had no such things as you said... but you know there is one thing that you are wrong... when you begged for peace and prosperity... they aren't laughing at you at all... they are coming little by little... pieces by pieces... day by day... that's what happened to me... i too thought of this... i too thought of despair... i wish i could help take it a way... but what could i say.... i can't because, you and i are from different world... i am of no help... you can love your family, and they may not love you the way they love you... "love" is that a word to define? "happiness" is that also... do they really exist in this world? maybe... maybe not... please don't close your heart of way because of despair... don't shut your mind because of despair... we are friends... i guess i kind of understand a little bit of you... not a whole lot... but this you is different from the one i was talking to... i gotta respect you're life... don't stop. don't be confuse. you are in between two path aren't you? one path of your peace and prosperity, and the other of no hope. it is your decision, but if i would recommend which, i would choose the wisest... but then a gain, i'm stupid... i'm still walking towards what you call peace and prosperity... i wish i could tell you everything... i wish you could tell me everything... you know what makes you feel at ease? to tell how you feel to someone that you trust, or that you could relate... you're a really interesting guy... honest.
WHITEWIND
2008-04-09 14:33:08