Why is it that with everything there are always drawbacks? if There is something good there is always something that stops you from fully enjoying it. its like a rose but it had thorns which causes pain if your not carefull.

why im going on about this is because ive fallen for this guy called lewis on lewigi.devientart.com and i love him to pieces and he has done some of the most wondefull art work for me, (some posted on here) and he truly is an angel (but with a fair  bit of devil in him) but he lives in cambridge and im in slough. so i cant see him add express how much i realy do love him.

its thanks to him that ive done all of my poems. i started then about may but my ex (the basterd) told me that they were terrible and that i should give up so i did. it was because of lewis that i started again and i realy got into it.

ive always bn a fair artist. i was often drawing in the back of my textbooks but thanks to lewis (again) i found something to focus it all on.

my mind had always bn focused on love because its an emotion that fasinates me. people kill them selves and create new life because of it. so most of my art work and poems have been on love. becuause im in love and love it.

shadow

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