my cell without walls
My cell without walls
i wanna run away, leave my bag with my precious notebook
i wanna run and never come back again
i wanna run, scream that i'm free
i wanna run and not look back
is it a crime to hate this life
is it a crime to think this world is rotten
all i want is to be out of here
all i want is to get close to you
all i wish is sleep and never wake up again
i'm so bored of this s*** anyway
i wanna throw it all away
beaten up and open my viens
spit and swallow it again
i hate this disgusting feeling
the one keeps coming back again and again
i hate it cause its like somewhat like loneliness
in a waste way
it taste like copper in my mouth
smell like dead flowers on my grave
i hate this feeling
the boredom and pain
i hate myself for sitting here and
keep on going
i wanna fade and become nothing
but nobody hears my wishes
and i'm left alone with my
suicidall loneliness
unable to cut myself
unable to die
unable to live
stuck between the line
of the living and the dead
i am dormant
with open eyes
i lay awake in a dead world
i breathe in and out
but i'm not alive
this is a scream
wake me up
cause i'm all mess up
~ll~
this is not a song or a poem or whatever its from my head
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If I wasn't afraid... I could end myself. A coward... Is all I am... I know......
ASUKO
2008-06-03 12:09:09
i'm infront of my screen 9hours per day drawing stuffs i hate, the salary glue me to the chair and i draw and i hate it more and i'm dead and still living anf the boss says it's beautiful even if what i see is all shit
SUICIDOLLXP
2008-06-03 04:05:41
... So... You are also stuck in the abyss... Stuck between life and death... If I can't live, can't I at least die?
ASUKO
2008-06-03 03:39:26