does every1 know what i cant wait for i can't wait to die so my stepdad can be happy. everytime i turn around i am getting yelled at for something. he makes me feel so WORTHLESS and like nobody loves me. he is the main reason i start to cry. he calls me a useless jerk and a b**** he wants me dead i can tell. today wew went grocery shopping and he saaid he waas going to kick my little sister and i told him people would see and he would be called on for child abuse and he said and i quote "and you will be dead" i cant believe him. i swear he wants me dead and if i die he'll be happy. for him my funeral will be the happiest day of his life. i am glad when he goes on the road (he is a truckdriver) because i dont hav to worry about him yelling and screaming at me and my little sister. i keep hoping for a miricle that my mom will see what a mistake she has made and divorce him.
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