Hmm. School is out and I have a month off until summer semester begins. I was able to get my car fixed and now I can drive it without crawling through the passenger seat. Yet with so much going for me at the moment I'm not feeling very well. For some strange reason I feel kinda depressed and I'm severely lacking motivation to do what I like to do. I want to get up the next chapter to my fiction but I can't get my thoughts together. I thought I would be happy coming home and relaxing for a good while before I had to go back to school. Maybe since i have nothing to do its depressing me instead of making me feel better. Or the more likely reason is because I'm away from my friends and I miss going out and doing things with them. I enjoy school because of them and I looked forward to seeing them every day. I wish I didn't feel this way, so lethargic, depressed. I like to write and type up my fiction but I can't seem to find the inspiration to get it up and going again. But don't worry too much, I won't give up on it. Sorry to those who actually read my fiction and have left me comments on it, I enjoy your comments and they really do help me to get better ^_^.
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I know how you feel. I'm finding out what little of a life I really do have with all this time off. On the plus side my house is clean and I've finished a bunch of games that I started about a year ago. I can't believe I'm gonna say this, but I miss working...:) Peace
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2007-05-16 01:48:34