I wrote him that letter so long ago,  but still no answer. I cant stand to be alone so cold so empty like if a part of me has been taken away then the thought comes to mind. Itry to push it aside but i can't because it might be true he might have gone to a more peaceful life in heaven but i am still here now  alone, cold,sad he is gone and i stay in this cruel and selfish world called hell were i feel i dont belong. He finally left me and kno my heart has finally shatterd never to be whole again. Now finally i am alone.