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Honestly, I need to stop it.
Honestly, I really need to stop thinking, Because when I do I end up seeing the truth, No one actually cares about me.....I really have no friends.....I may see them as such...But do they see me the same way, I really see no good in my life...My brother HATES me, So do some others, I am considered an EVIL CHILD ever since I was a child. I try to take it as a compliment but sometimes it makes me feel really bad and I want to cut myself but I really can't I don't want to have scars that will just remind me of more pain. I wish I could just stop thinking but the only for that to happen is for me to be gone and I don't want to leave yet.
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Ditto pain hurts but you know some one has to care about you and if you feel like no one does stop feeling bad and start caring about you the world is harsh we all have some kinda pain but you dont have time to hurt, life is to short to care about if anyone thinks you matter as long as you know it!
DIVYSIA
2008-06-16 11:32:11
Seeing the truth such as facing your reality is what makes you mature, and thats how you know that your growing. Ignore the whole world, just forget what anyone has to say. Because all that matters is you being satisfied on your own. You really dont need froends because at least you;ll know whos beeing real with youl. Or maybe they dont even know that you are being this way or this other side that they dont know. I used to be just like you myself, I told myself that I didnt have any friends taht know me well. But now that I talk to tehm tehy went through alot more crap in life then myself. But as i would say "sufer or be suffer". Cutting yourself is just a really riducualous thing and I hope you havent. Do something such as in poetry or draw. Something taht makes you through ouit your emotions. You cant end your life, there was a reason you were brouight to earth, and evil child, your not one, its just what goes on around you.
POETRISTCHICK12
2008-06-16 08:31:26
Surely you can't be an evil child, what would cause your brothers to even say that? Anyhow don't start cutting yourself and if you need someone too rant to, I'm always ready to listen. *Smiles* life picks up after school; you just need to stick it out till then.
AEONDRAGON
2008-06-15 23:33:53